recently been feeling very lethargic.. very tired.. very purpose-less.. haiz.. i need energy !! i need a boost !!
today was culture.. did on the topic reality tv shows.. kinda easy though and my group finished the ppt and stuff even be4 2nd breakout started.. this is how easy today's problem was.. problem statement required my role to do out a reality tv show and my group happened to come across my MOM'S MTV .. lol.. and they decided to make it something like singapore idol , auntie style.. lol.. everything went smoothly bah.. hope to get an A for today.. infact hope to get an A for next week for all modules so as to boost my scores be4 i go on to Year2.. first time im actually worrying about my results in poly.. lol.. who wans to retake modules man.. esp YR1 modules.. waste of time onli..
anyways my computing UT 1 got E .. and it totally pulled my overall score down to D+ .. FUCK .. lets hope that the other two UTs are better and will pull my score up.. really duwan to retake modules.. i wan to move on.. i hate to stay stagnant..
oh ya today marks the day of my first day of playing Dota and Cs on LAN for this year !! lol.. long time since i played with frens thru LAN .. was fun though.. missing my old Dota Kakis.. now they are all scattered all around PP..
speaking of missing someone.. i miss my Children Church kids.. long time since i went back to see them.. in fact long time since i stepped into a church after i backslided.. go back?? or to stay as i am now.. ya of cuz i miss my Cellgroup brothers and sisters as well..
juz now went studio.. cuz todays thurs.. recently haven been going out after dance practice and have been going home early with Tricia.. i need to rest.. i need to take a break from going home late, bathing late, doing rj at the last min, sleeping @ 2am, gettin nagged by my mom for reaching home late, reaching home to find everyone asleep, seeing my brother follow my footsteps and going home late as well, seeing my brother and mom quarrel becuz of going home late, etc..
as usual i practiced my flare.. and as usual i cant get it right.. and as usual tryin and tryin but in vain.. WHEN CAN I GET MY FLARE.. next thing i tried to do was swipes.. i actually can do lousy swipes!! high ones somemore!! but its very exhausting and my limit is 2 hops onli..
hmm wad else did i do? hmmm..headdrills or headspins.. kns i till now i still cant drill or spin for ONE PATHETIC ROUND.. oh ya i brought my video camera along too and took alot of footage.. its nice to see EVERYONE improve SO MUCH.. its even NICER to have in FLIM..
someone injured herself juz now.. looks kinda pain to her.. take care.. if u are reading this..
tml going to collect money from the channel news asia thing.. we are meeting her at 3pm at mediacorp reception.. i guess i have to skip school tml?? ya most prob.. i think the others are going to too.. $80 that is.. hmm keep in bank .. let bank give interest.. so i guess till im 40 i would have alot of money?? hmm mayb..
ok im going to stop here.. going to recharge..
does ginseng help??